I wouldn't be reminded of how i should sleep early, I wouldn't have someone to bargain about the time i sleep at.

I wouldn't be able to experience the intimacy of what we had in the 2 months. I wouldn't be so sure that someone will lend me his jacket when I'm cold. I won't be sure that someone will hold my hand so tight that i know he wants our bond to be strong.Lastly, I won't have anyone  to feed popcorn and snuggle up to during movies. (You know, that's actually one of my favourite moments of us together, I'll never forget that.Never.I promise.)

I won't have someone to remind me that I'm beautiful in their eyes when I'm feeling insecure. 

Would i say I'm not glad I met you? Maybe not. You showed how well a guy could/should treat his girl. I'm not sure if i could get anything close in my next, but I know it was the right thing to do, and i did it, even if it was with a lot of guilt and some pain involved. 

Even though, I called you asshole and idiot a lot. Two months, wasn't for nothing. When i say i'll try, I put my everything into it.  The first month was amazing, and in the second month, i realized. It was for the best. I'm sorry. 

I'm sorry my heart doesn't beat for you.