Hello this page only for Me!

Just now on the bus with zee, I thought of my life in general.
I remember when i was primary 5, Eng lessons was pretty fun but boring at the same time.
I'm not being shameless but at the point of time, I actally was pretty good at my english.
So one day, i was particulary bored & i wasn't paying much attention then my Ms tang came over and told me very gently, "I know this is boring to you, but just hang on, and look in front, okay?" It was pretty embarrasing, but i felt happy, because she acknowleged my talent. Then right before we graduate, My "clique" had a fight. Something about secrets. We fought but made up after a long time, but still, it was very awkward. 4 years down the road, When I'm at tp, I see one of those friends already. Secretly, i still wonder if she still rmb that fight. But the moment we met, it's like we've never had a break for 4 years, we made friends, and it was all cool. I liked that feeling.

In secondary school, apparently, my english wasn't good enough. My friends thought it was just fine but i've always felt that my teachers thought otherwise. In sec 3 , for 1 year, I got to be taught by the teacher whom I think is super pretty and interesting, so I kinda Paid more attention during class. But in sec 4, the teacher was pretty easy going.. & therefore, i didn't do much studying, I remember that I even played around alot (Esp when our teacher left us to coach the Sec 5, and we were stuck with this wise-but-not given-due-respect old man) But somehow, it turned out all alright. I'm very thankful for that. Really I am. Also we had our fair share of conflicts in sec sch. (Correct me if I'm wrong) But I think it's actually about the typical High-school-popularity thing. It was a long, weird painful journey cos both sides were my friends. But this time, It's not the happy-ever-after ending anw, It's been awkward, and has always been.
But my point is we get and lose friends along the way as we grow, Things changes, Habit changes.

But I'm very glad, and feel very awesome to be standing there with my classmate, thinking how happ & fortunate i got into this course and all. I feel happiness at the moment, (Although it isin't exactly what i wanted like since forever (like most of my classmates do)), i feel happy to be there. Like I earned it, like i deserved. It felt really good, & it really made me smile :D
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