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Sunday, January 17, 2010 | 8:32 AM | 0 comments I realize it's been a super long time since I've blogged. I've passed it. The 1-mth long challenge i posted to myself. Regardless of how much of a liability i feel, how much insults i got that i heard secretly on the side, I didn't mind, i told myself to hold, not only because of that measly pay, but to test my determination, to let myself stay long enough to have at least achieve a good relationship with most of my colleagues, & also learn the skills that shihui has learned. Yea, i know, In pretty much of my life, i have a role model. It keeps me moving, it allows me room for improvement, and it pushes me. But now, one months and 10 days into the job, i feel like the 6-day working week is totally taking a toll on me. Almost everyday, i hope not to work with someone, but of course, it's inevitable. So yep, I'm thinking of quitting at the end of this month or new year's eve. Not because i can't stand my colleagues, actually i feel like i kinda, somehow, build a rapport with them already and i already learn most of the skills ( Except cashier) & i want to take time off, before my next long term education (Ohgod, here we go again) , do what I've always wanted to do in the last ten years, brush up the skills that's essential for my course, get a different "me" and contribute to the house chores since mercy have been away for about one month already. & guess what? You don't mind if i leave because you think I'm useless? Here's the thing : I can't stand you as much as you can't stand me. So I'll pretty much leave you alone the next time i see you. Oh, & special thanks to cookie-monster-of-the-day for listening to me rant about some gayshit face. :D |
