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Joanne learns to be independent.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 | 8:02 PM | 0 comments
I lost a sister, to a far-away land.
Yes, a far-away land, not as in ever heaven if you would think so.
A sister who watched me since i was 3 till i was 16
A sister who slept in the same room as me.
A sister who knew many things more than me.
A sister whom i can ask advice from.
A sister who would remind my parents to sign my report card when I'm afraid to.
(Because of the horrible grades)
A sister who was always there to make tea, supper, lunch & dinner for us whenever we wanted although at times it came with some unwillingness.
A sister who i always relate my day to. At school, (& recently) at work,
A sister whom i can whine to about dropping so much hair.
A sister whose name i would call whenever i was frightened in the middle of the night because of some weird shadow or sound.
A sister who hides with me in the room when my parents quarrel with each other or with my brother.
A sister who helps me in almost everything i wanted.
A sister who got me from this....







I'm an after-cryer.
I never understood situations well, it's always after that, do i realize & then will i start crying.
I thought i would be strong, i knew i would be strong, but when everyone starts crying, it's very hard to control.
I lost her to this man who promise her happiness, & I'm very happy for her.
This sister, her name, Mercy.
Call me sentimental, call me silly. But it was 13 years, & i miss her. :(



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