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Joanne learns to be independent.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 | 8:02 PM | 0 comments I lost a sister, to a far-away land.Yes, a far-away land, not as in ever heaven if you would think so. A sister who watched me since i was 3 till i was 16 A sister who slept in the same room as me. A sister who knew many things more than me. A sister whom i can ask advice from. A sister who would remind my parents to sign my report card when I'm afraid to. (Because of the horrible grades) A sister who was always there to make tea, supper, lunch & dinner for us whenever we wanted although at times it came with some unwillingness. A sister who i always relate my day to. At school, (& recently) at work, A sister whom i can whine to about dropping so much hair. A sister whose name i would call whenever i was frightened in the middle of the night because of some weird shadow or sound. A sister who hides with me in the room when my parents quarrel with each other or with my brother. A sister who helps me in almost everything i wanted. A sister who got me from this.... I'm an after-cryer. I never understood situations well, it's always after that, do i realize & then will i start crying. I thought i would be strong, i knew i would be strong, but when everyone starts crying, it's very hard to control. I lost her to this man who promise her happiness, & I'm very happy for her. This sister, her name, Mercy. Call me sentimental, call me silly. But it was 13 years, & i miss her. :( |