Hello this page only for Me!

The person I want to be : 

not now, now it's the time to be stupid , time to make mistakes. Becuase we're young and we're only given this time now to explore and to find out who we are in this world and what we want to make out of ourselves.
I'd say this is like pre-lims or all of our secondary school life from year 1 - 3. Some of us, we fail, and we fall, so close to the edge that sometimes, we give up, we get left behind but the majority of us, we make it through and now, we're about 2 months away from what we've worked for to what seemed to us like the longest time.
This time, though. This is it.

I want to be a lady who loves. I'm working on it. Even though there doesn't seem to be much progress. I want to love those we love me, care for them and participate in their lives like they do with mine.

I want to be a person that laughs at the right things because I laugh at the tiniest things so it seems so insignificant.

I want to be a person who seems (or actually do) know how to act around different people (Loved ones, colleagues, employer, children, teenagers, strangers etc)

I want to be a person who seems "Capable" to others. Sure, it sounds scary because in the current situation people might have really high standards of "Capable". But I only want to seem capable to those who matter to me. So, you see, it's still in my control.

I want to be a person with true passion. As cheesy as it sounds. Something that I live for, and without any doubt , die for. Ideally, this shouldn't be a person but I guess we all can't pick our fate.

I want to be immaculate. This is possibly impossible for a person like me but I pray that it's still too early to speak. I want to go to work like I woke up looking this beautiful, this confident.

A person shouldn't aim too high and then miss. So I'm gonna stop here and don't worry, you'll know when I achieve them

Till then. :)
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