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Wednesday, May 30, 2012 | 8:31 AM | 0 comments There's so much to blog about and so little time. Let's start on Friday. Well, Friday was a pretty shit day. Y'know the emotional I-don't-think-I-exist, no-one-cares, wtf-did-I-expect kind of day? It didn't start out like that. I was in a like ultra-gay(happy) mood like I was floating around the office, calling out and smiling to everyone. 1 thing didn't work out though. I forgot my phone. So that day I had a plan with Khai and Amirah and Zee to hang out , you know just a small-birthday-celebration kinda thing. I don't believe I was good at planning anything for myself so I tried to keep it simplistic. Guess that didn't worked out, either Rushed home to get my phone and then head out again, I was in an indestructible mood. Or I thought so. Anyway the rest of the day went like Cry>Drink>Crysomemore>Fell asleep>Woke up> Pretended I was okay when parents came back and none of whatever happened before this happened. Saturday Now, Now. Well, Khairul "needed to get out" of his house. At first I was like "Bitch, you blew me off yesterday" Then I was like you know what ,I already planned to do the errands, I could just do it with him. So we went out. I don't even remember what it was like but we spent the evening together and then we joined zee for cupcakes and coffee to catch up , code word for bitch. And we came up with a crazy bitchy plan which didn't go the way we wanted but that's for later. Monday The Maldives officials came in today , a group of 8, it was quite nerve-wrecking, because it was my very first foreign delegates - from the land of the big blue clear sea - Maldives! I'm writing this on the last day we meet them so it's rather emotional. You know how is it that you make new friends at a camp, people you've never seen in your life but you spent a lot of time with them in a packed amount of time / days but at the end you'll know deep down that you're gonna miss them but it's gonna be hard to keep in touch. Yeah, that feeling. Anyway, it was first day , it was quite dry cos we had briefing and also the tour (which I've seen only a million times). But I was really kinda expecting Monday, like, Nando's, man! But that didn't work out as well. Because Khai kinda told me beforehand about the whole plan, I thought she was kidding when mon said "I'm just gonna meet you for a while and go home". & she went off in the train and that's that. I honestly thought , even after she got on the train, that she was pulling this huge joke, like the one that did at ITAS about slapping. I thought she would do something lame like take a train back and yell "Surprise!!" at me. I had that thought all the way till Khai told me she was prolly pissed / upset about that bitchy text or "tired" as she says. Still, that image of them collaberating to make an ass out of me still lingers. It was until I was sitting opposite Khairul , eating my $7.60 Nasi Padang when it dawned on me that it wasn't going to happen. Not Nando's. Not any sort of surprise. BUT HEY THAT DAY DIDN'T GO THAT BAD. i got wonderstruck by / from Khairul and that was fucking awesome and I got this pair of heels from Mon which screams (well, not literally) CLUBBING! So.. I guess that was pretty cool. I am really happy with my gifts cos they're really unexpected. OH AND I HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS GIRL WHO LOOKS LIKE RIHANNA THAT WHOLE P.S THINKS SO but it so creepy cos the resemblance is just not captured by photo. I actually said "Holy Shit, you really look like rihanna" while taking photo of her with lynn. Tuesday - Met with loveliest friends I've ever made, including the ones who could make it and got presents and cake and love and food and sigar and spice and everything nice. ALL THE PHOTOS OF ANY FORM OF BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION IS ON FB! (sorry I really am running out of steam and really want to get in bed and snuggle with my bolster). Colleagues surprised me , even though I kinda suspected something right at the end before they burst open the door which was lock like mins ago. But it was a really sweet gesture, me being a new kid and all. My favourite part of the whole surprise were the girls running around and me going like "Where the hell is my department? What is that noise? Why are they running around WAH LAO EH" ANY, ANY WAY, I would really like to tell you about my emotional wed where we bid goodbye to the officials and it was so sad and all that but 1) I don't think you'd be interested 2) I'm really sleepy and lazy so as you can tell this is a really abrupt end so I just wanna share what I've learn in my year as a 18-year-old. You screw up, you move along. Awkward moments, forget it. You're laugh about these terrible moments but the people right now, right there with you, the ones hugging you when you screw up, when you failed a module, the one that holds your hair as you puke, if you know they're good for you, which I hope you do know how to tell, you pray hard (and work hard) that they'll be there when you finally reach what you consider successful when you're say.. 28. LIVE IN THE MOMENT. TRY TO SAY YES TO MOST OF THE THINGS. NO UNWILLING SEX. NO DRUGS. NO STEALING. NO PEDO UNCLES. NO Major Crimes like murder and shit. Anything else, you know how to do it man ;) So live your lives guys, to be ultimately hipster YOLO Say yes more often, I'm telling you it'll bring you places. It's way past my bed time and I didn't spell check so , sorry if this is not suited for human reading. |
