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Friday, September 09, 2011 | 7:25 AM | 0 comments I wanted to write, needed to write I'm at Singapore General Hospital now, wondering, looking at this group of 2 generations here, chatting, chewing down on all sorts of munchies, just like in a normal family gathering, except in a dayroom centre at a hospital. I can't help but wonder .. who really cares? I wonder if they're just here because they have to? Or because they want to be physicsally there for their loved ones. Who is it are they there for any way? Bf/ Gf/ father / mother/ grandparents? Most probably the latter , considering this is the "knee replacement area". I think a lot had happened since I blogged so, I just want to pen it down . All of it, trivial or huge. Well, there was that moment when I quitted Commbased, that was one hell of a personal conflict and then came the unexpected reaction, no one seemed to blow their top and it seemed eerily calm. Not so sure about that, man. that's not what goes behind the scene , at least. So today, while I was at the hospital to visit grandman, I saw the event poster. Some really obvious typo / bad english but it's kinda cool having a written out thing about something you're actually working on. Like, it makes it real, like your efforts are going to be worth it. Of course, that is not very much of my concern anyway. I would love to be there to watch the performance though. Actually, you know what. I'm going. It's a public performance. No reason I could / should miss it, yeah? And, I got a new backpack from my mum, been searching for one forever. It's not really what a visioned , but it's a start! Since I have nor a job ( cash ) or a choice but it sure is convenient as hell! & I went swimming yesterday, well technically I was trying to swim but it's such a great , fluffy , nice feeling to be submerged in water and just well, people watch underwater. & the 5 o'clock sun was brilliant so I decided to tan a little and I kinda tanned my bottom half of my legs darker so I look like toffee now. Not really a great colour, I reckon. It was a really well spend day , actually one of the best since holiday started. But I think the trip with my bbgs at USS will top this! Next thursday man, so fucking excited! :) :) On a less exciting note, LY asked to get back together because I told him we should seriously stop fooling around. Well, he didn't really asked. He said " Let's be together. even if it's difficult . Let's treat it as a challenge. " Not a very romantic person, huh? Yeah, no idea I why I was with him in the first place. Oh right, I remember now, most probably the exact same reason why I might even fall victim now, I was lonely & he was sweet & nice & fucking persistent. If you read this blog often enough, you know me. I hardly say "No" more than thrice to a person. Come to think about it , maybe that's why I'm so poor. Money all conned by persistent salespeople :0 Anyway, it's a no. Definitely. I'm not reatarded, dude. If you're really that popular like you said, get over me and get some action out there, away from me. Cos I already told you billions of godamn times that I'm not doing it. He's a good friend tho, someone you could hold hands to parks too, movies and a little. I had the time of my life up there man, if you know what I mean ;) Oh my god, I seriously need to stop boring you people with interesting lives with all these terrible sentence structure and boring stories before I turned into an old lady with 19 cats. I'll just leave these stuff till then ;) I hope you'll still be my friend. Love, 17 year old with no cats. P.S : i got a job. woohoo, i think! & <3 you guys! |
