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Sunday, September 04, 2011 | 10:27 AM | 0 comments
Well, the school term has officially come to an end with a bang. 
The bang being our Basic Media Research exam. It was a slightly awkward paper, you know the kind - not too difficult yet something tells you it wasn't easy as well. 
Which means, this leaves us CMM kids hanging about our fate with supplementary papers. 
But meanwhile , before that happens, SCHOOL'S OUT. 
I know , with that caps and all, it sounds really awesome but it's my third day of doing absolutely nothing of importance & I feel like crap. 
There's this nagging feeling at the back of my head that I should be doing something real important in this 1 1/2 month that i legit-ly am free and young (18!). But.. i don't know what's expected of me. In fact, I most probably be doing something I really love. Something I would be giving up real soon - this action I might regret. But it's the people , I can't stand it. I wanna run, i would do so at my first chance. I wished I started earlier, sourcing for a destination. But nope, the procrastinator in me won. I'm still stuck here. I'm still their slave. 


But you know, I remain optimistic. I'd find something. I know I would. 


Speaking of optimistic, there's IG camp up ahead & I'm really looking forward to it. I don't know , I just feel like I have very few true connections with people. I have LOADS of hi-bye friends , from every place you could imagine. Camps, CCA, random people in the queue that I met, friends of friends, coursemates, classmates but only a few close ones. So that's my goal, in the next year or so, hopefully before I turn 19, to make more friends, true ones, close ones. 


Of course, I'm almost optimistic about the school term. I'm a funny kid. I actually think about the new school term just as the one before ends. But this semester has been so bad, academic , social & HEALTH-wise. Lack of everything. Energy & participation, mostly. So i sweared, towards the end of the disastrous semester that the next one WILL be different . There's TNS for starters - That's like a interaction module where you have stayovers and presentations to do, pretty much about the cultures of the different people ( apparently of different nationalities ) that you live with. Seems like lots of fun. That, i don't know about the other CMM modules. 


Especially film, I'm worried for that. Think I might have made the 2nd/3rd worst choice in my life. So many terms to learn and exam to sit for. I hope it'll easy tho, that's my best bet. 


So, I guess that's it, need to get a job real soon.Need that money to feed my pet unicorn. drop me a msg, tweet, or comment if you know of any pretty please :) 

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