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This is me. This is real. So much for my happy ending. [lyrics invented in my head]
Friday, June 04, 2010 | 1:41 AM | 0 comments Insecurities. & Imperfections. I've grown with it. lived with it and lived by its strict, stringent rules. Every single comment, not even from someone who i care for, who i don't normally give a shit to, affects me. Each time these things happens, i feel like i don't deserve any of the love that's been bestowed on me because I'm too imperfect to deserve all this. Of course, I'm not saying those plastic girls deserve all that they have achieved and got but yeah, there are those who are awesomely-amazing-in-every-way-goddamn-freaking-beautiful. Those are the people. I wish i had fuller hair, better skin, fuller lips, bigger eyes, thinned neck, smaller boobs (Yes, i know that sounds silly, actually) thinner arms , longer fingers, flatter stomach, longer legs, thinner thighs, smaller calves, nicer ankles, smaller feet, prettier toes. Everything. I know all these could be changed if i put my heart to it. But the feeling; from the first day , you start believing you're not worth anything,You'll never be able to truly change anything. Nothing, nothing at all. Especially that feeling. I'm not being drama. This is just me & what I have started to believe. |
