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Friday, January 06, 2012 | 6:19 AM | 0 comments 06 01 12Been talking to mon on the way to TNS , (more about that later) & I forgot how bout we ended up talking about the way we presented ourselves to people. So she was saying how we should sometimes really present ourselves to be strong in front of others, no matter how upset, scared you are. & I was just thinking about this whole thing. This whole "how i view myself" vs "how others view me" kinda thing and call me sensitive but I think I give off the "Yeah, step all over me. I'm just the girl lurking in the shadows quality" Never star quality. Never Pretty Enough. IF ONLY THAT WAS TRUE. But it's not! & It's something just a little bit upsetting , especially when you're in a course like this. You're expected to be smooth, sleek , pretty, energetic, on-the-ball, FASHION-FUCKING-ABLE 24/7. Like you would just feel like a criminal walking past the mediabiz door in t-shirt and shorts. Well, that is, unless you're damn hot. Which I'm not, DUH ! That I accept lah. Yes, and speaking of lah, I honestly don't know why I'm in this course because of my apparent , flawed english. Sure, I scored an A2 but that ain't mean shit. It's like you're being judged for everything you do, smell, look and breathe. Maybe if I cared less, all of this wouldn't matter at all. But I can't. |
