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But they just don't light, they just don't light.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011 | 11:30 AM | 0 comments
2.14 am.
I'm lonely.
Or so, I've been told, not so blatantly, that I'm lonely. 
Well, I guess I am. 
Bro doesn't know about the 2 exs I've had so he was worried for a short period that I didn't bat for his team. 
& mon's like a worried sister, often getting me to date. 
Well, it's not like my love life's empty. There's always something at some point of my life, but silly me would just let it go.
So I'd say these guys were like shooting stars, there will catch my attention at first but if they weren't bright enough , if they were too good to even try, I wouldn't bother. which is why.
I'm still single. 
Sigh, you know. The morning texts, the ruffling hair, the face-in-chest sensation, the doing stupid things together. Of course , I'd miss that, taking into account I'm an incredibly romantic person. 
Or maybe I'm just ugly. Or awkward. those are my middle name, of course. 


I've no idea why this post came along but I just felt that everything and everyone was pushing me in that direction. I mean, it's easy, going back to there, where everyone suppose "oh she has a boyfriend, she's normal, she's happy" when all that's in my mind's "this is suffocating. this is not normal. I'm supposed to like him. I'm supposed to be happy" 


lol, who am I kidding. I obviously know what this post is about. It's about two guys who seem to something but i didn't like enough to pursue and they moved on , and you know that awkward moment , where he gets into a relationship and you wonder if it was possible between you and him afterall. 


UGH. fuckthisshit, I'm gonna have a long-term relationship with my bed now. 
Goodnight , lonely heart
Goodnight, lonely world 






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