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So.. I was reading this blog post of someone's
and uh.. wow today has so much sad stuff .. I can't even.
So.. I was just thinking like " What's going on? "
I never know what's going. & that sucks. It makes me feel distant from people.
I mean, if its just between the 3 of them. Then that's fine.
But even bestfriend knows and stuff, and jiaen being used to telling me stuff. I just feel different.
I miss my secondary friends ALOT. like ALOT.
Sucks that we don't do hugs in secondary school. Because, I've gotta so used to hugs around Div, Hidayah, Zee, Amirah and people. It's just this thing I do.
& these people . God, I miss these people, and all I wanna do is hug them when I see them in school. Esp Jialin and Kandy.
I mean this BBQ , subconciously, I just hanged out with the group and chatted. I barely talked to the girls. And come to think of it now, I feel HORRIBLE.
Thinking of it now, I probably was thinking there'll be lots of time for us. But now I'm not so sure.
Kinda afraid I'm turning into those hypocritical people who just.. argh I don't know how to explain this.

Kinda wish people tell me things. Just sayin' because I know people won't.

I know I'm not making any sense not but it's okay I don't really care anymore.
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