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Friday, October 08, 2010 | 9:29 AM | 0 comments It's 1200 am now and I don't feel like sleeping. I feel like sitting on my bed and cry my eyes out. So i won't do it ever again. Not it the dance studio. not in front of sarah / Sandy. I've never cried like this since like 6708 years. I think the last time was when I did damn badly for Lit exam / test and Mrs V was telling how much of a loser we were. Yes. that. the familiar feeling of not being able to do well in something you love so deeply. It kills. It was the " I cannot breathe ; I cannot speak " kind of cry. I held it in for like as long as I could. Because I knew nc / nwc. But all it took was 4 seconds to blew that cover. She had to. She had to come and talk to me. I'm sorry. I know where the intention was from and it is really purely good intention but I just couldn't hide my fears and apologies anymore. Had dinner with Dance people and all. I think in the pursuit of people who don't actually adore us, we forget / leave out the ones that really matter. Just sayin' Because.. the easier way out also seem to be the better ( and of course, easier choice ). |
