Hey, guess you don't read this blog anymore. 

Your link doesn't work anymore either. 

Guess you're busy, really busy. 

Prepping for "O"s , I believe, if memory serves me.

Anw, it's been so long since we've talked. 

And I don't want to bother you esp since I see that you're often not online

So I expect you're busy.

So yeah, I still keep that letter you wrote. Hahaha, it was ridiculous at first. 

Over a mentos, but quoting you : "It wasn't about the sweet but the thought."  

So yeah, you were so awesome, so smart. RGS!

I mean, I totally know how you feel, ending up in SKSS huh?

So yeah, you basically top your class , even if it was the best one in the batch!

& We'll sit next to each other during sessions ( I forgot why ) but I'll secretly do my homework or read my stuff on the sly and you'll look at my grades ( which was less than average compared to yours ) and you'll be like " Hmm, why this score? I'm so disappointed in you " 

I don't know why it mattered to me. But it did. Not a lot, but it still did. 

Oh, so at the end of 2008, when we were having one of those horrendous holiday sessions, you just stopped coming. Your friends said you were prolly working with your mum. I didn't really buy it because you, you were so concerned about your record. You kept coming even tho you hated it.

& eventually, when school started, you didn't even come back so the truth came out that you transferred school. I didn't believe it because MICHELLE TAN tried that on me ( Do you know how genuinely sad I was, you ding dong?!) so yeah, but it was true. So i was pretty sad. I mean, I had to build new friendship with juniors that I weren't so close too. It wasn't difficult but just different I guess.

Yeah, so.. actually the main thing I want to tell you is...

I'm sorry I told you to come to this CCA. I realized it was lousy wayy longer after you realized. I'm sorry you couldn't join Kelly ( I think ) at band, because it looks to me they have an awesome CCA there. People who are proud of their CCA , whether or not they go for it. & I'm glad that you've worked hard for what you want. & that you don't stay still when you're unhappy, you move, You move to somewhere that you really belong to, somewhere that really makes you happy.

& ... I did well for more Olevels ( somehow ), this time, I hope you're proud of me. :) 

& thanks for the letter, it's a first for me. 

Erm , and yeah, I totally missed talking to you. Perharps, one day, prolly after your "O"s or when you get to tertiary education or see me around town, Idk, but I'd love to keep in proper contact. 

To, Ziyan, my smart, awesome Junior :D