Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/love/crush

Hmm, okay. This is pretty tough cos I really don't know who to address it to but yeah this is the first person that came to mind. I don't know. I... wanna tell you honestly how I feel but I just can't. Trust is, I'm as confused as you are. That one month has been good, real good. Because it gave us time. to think. to see & to realized. 

& yes, honestly I don't know whether agreeing to meet you then was the wisest decision but It was a very, very enjoyable night. We started afresh, it was awkward, but it was definitely fun. What did me even watch? Oh yea, that movie. Right. Yea, it was cool because we sang to the songs loudly even tho there were people. We were crazy, just like what I dreamt we would be. Somehow, being crazy means being Happy to me. But yea, and that talk that night was insightful, & I actually thought to myself " I see something in you, something, and maybe, just  maybe, we could make this work. But learning to love you is one whole new experience. Love is an ability, it is a feeling. You shouldn't be learning to. But I'll try. Because you've shown me you deserve it.