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Monday, June 28, 2010 | 8:50 AM | 0 comments Fuck you.I'm fucking pissed. I don't usually swear on my blog. Today. there's smth seriously wrong with me today. At medsoc, I actually told Kathy, "This look like Medsoc" I was completely not there, at all! OMFG & yeah, life's full of surprises. Poly life especially. My dad has been screaming at me for the past goddamn don't know how long. I'm freaking irritated and I'm really pissed with the GDF imperfection. At one point of time I even thought to myself, "why did I ask my classmates to look for places for improvements, I was just making it difficult for myself" but I was being dumb. They were giving me constructive comments & each and everyone of them meant well. & yeah, today I thought i looked pretty crappy. I can't believe i let myself step of out the house looking like that. I hope I didn't piss off anyone today. I hate pissing people off. The feeling sucks, BIG TIME. It was your duty. the moment you took the vows with mum. If you didn't know : It meant taking care of her, taking care of the bills, working to pay it, ACTUALLY PAYING IT, holding up your responsibility as a man and the house of the family and occasionally help your family member. Sure, we are a family, but you know what? People help you. You don't go around asking for it. You are basically FORCING us to do/aid you in your job by your infamous line : "If you wanna help..." LOOK, WHAT IF WE DON'T WANT TO?! Come on lah! We (No, at least I) help you whenever I'm free even though I'm reluctant. So, stop forcing it on us. You say I changed. You say I think I'm very pro now that I'm in poly. Now what? You think I'm a fucking idiot isit? Or are you being the idiot? Poly...? What can it bring you in life? What's more, a first-year? You know what? Seriously, this is it. I'm gonna stay out of your life completely. I'm gonna stay out there as long as possible. Out early, Home late. f.s.o.a.b.family. If it was possible, I will get my ass out there, start working like crazy then earn enough money to rent a house our there. It's my dream, I guess you'll never know I planned for this day to come, because to you, I'm the "good" daughter.. But you know what? I'm so not. I'm this selfish person that you've failed to see all this years. Yes, that's probably who I am. I'm gonna rent an awesome house with Lyn, we'll be roommates (Hmm, that sounds kinda fun actually, I wonder if she remembers that plan) So fuck you and your nonsense and Menopause-like tantrums. & leave me alone. & Yes, to me, you not (caring to you, bothering to me) is very helpful to me so yeah, go ahead, be my guest. In fact many a times, I just wished she fulfill her treat of separation cos I would love to follow her or best, be alone. That's where I wanna be. Yes, I am that sure. So do whatever you want, cut that Internet connection! It will be inconvenient but that will give me bigger reasons to stay out. Exactly what you and I both want right? & You can't check your stupid games. & Then you'll complain. Your goddamn good friend don't even own Internet connection can. WTF -.- |
