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Thursday, July 09, 2009 | 7:39 AM | 0 comments  Hello! Yesterday was the first day i came back from a non-performance , non-camp event from sch at like 9pm. Super tired, i wanted to blog but i think the bed was speaking to me , calling me. I swear that talk really affected, in a Gd or bad way, i won't want to comment :) First day was kinda great, basically fun stuff and crazy, dramatic, hilarious people ( the trainers ) It seem like everyone of them didn't had it easy last time, they were always first in class , FROM THE BACK. I wonder if all the people in the company were like that, because they didn't seem like they were lying. Candice craziness reminded me very much of Michelle with her spasm-like laughter (haha!) & her act-shy look. & a little of Cheryl too, no idea why. Day 2 she became very demure, really demure. Haha super unlike her ah-Lian and hyper persona. :) Maybe it's because she's leaving? So sad ,we missed most of her lesson. Anw, i can't really remember what i learned except for the strategy and mostly what strikes me most is the sharing of life experience. Even though their stories were amazing and almost incredibly impossible, it made it seem like it was possible for a miracle to happen be it 3/4 months before "O"s or after them , you still find a path of yr own. but I've learned that you got to convince yourself that you can make it before others believe the same about yourself. Day 2 was really like crap, not that they not do a good job, they did a fabulous one instead. But i really didn't like the part where everyone had to lie down and hear Melvin telling us some stuff , making us cry. Then was the oral, i was so nervous, so tense. My throat was dry and i suspect i sounded like a frog. :( :( After finishing that oral and returning to the AVA, Candice lesson was already about to be over. So sad. Also, i think Melvin really made a point by showing us the pictures and showing us how trivial our stupid MacDonald /loss of freedom / Discipline Masters were compared to the unfortunate children who actually lives in the same planet as us. Kaihoon was soooo mean. She keep saying that the child with snake-like skin because they have crack in skin since baby was very ugly. In fact, they are really pitiful . :( Oh speaking of the crying part, i seriously think that did that " WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE" thing with everyone group from every sch, and it was really effective in making us cry but somehow i don't really think it motivated me. It just became a lame excuse for being bad at oral. I pray really hard that my nervousness could be overlooked. My biggest take-away? " I want to become a person whom i will respect " & the lamer one " Choices have consequences " -but i still believe in it. :) |
