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HELLO ! i'm back after so many days of not posting!
Looking for blogskin now :)
Had a short day at sch then ptm :)
I hate that i'm so emotional
there's always to occasions whr i totally have to cry
after ptm and during camps.
SHHEESH.
my parents never see the good in me.
They never see that i tried to compete,
not with people who were lousier thAN me.
But just myself.I improve but i never got credit for that.
all the talk was about how my classmates were.
& How i totally need amaths tution.
It was never about how i tried and succeed (or not)
It was abt how to see & salvage the worst side of me & my subjects
probaly maths and sciences.
& suddenly i felt so sad.
Because i loved languages and all
But its just too bad that this academic world thinks apparently
math and sciences are the ones that can show your brainy

My dad says you can't go nowhere in life if you don't count well.
Yea , i agree.
But so what if you can count well , But can't communicate.

& i cried. I think that's my way of expressing my talkback.
I wanted to defend myself in so many way.
But in the end , i kept my stupid thots to myself & cried.
I cried because my efforts wasn't recognised.
I cried because i feel that LANGUAGE poeple have no place in this "smart-people-needed" world.
Enough said.

My mum once said " if you get 70 + for maths , i will be very happy"
Now i did it, but did she noticed?
No.
Celebrate small sucess, forgive small mistake, KIDS will be happy enough.

Okay, then after that i stop crying and start smiling. cos big girls don't cry , right?

Class position was like 19/41 . Suckish.
Going to do some quiz to cheer myself up more:D

Quiz from friendster:

byebye


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