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Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 10:00 PM | 0 comments many stuff happened today ?! oh , yesterday too , arghh ~ [1] i didn't know a person could have a sudden change of mood within a minute i was just reading two blog one aft another , and it was ta-DA super mood change but oh whatever [2] Yan ling ? Are you really angry ? don't be lahs . You know we love you right ? Do talk to Elicia kays ? She seem really upset about this .. It 's all that person 's fault hahhs ! [3] I finally realized i was wrong after all . When i wrote that English compo i was thinking that what i was writing was all lies , you don't need to find friends , they just come along . & i realized , no actually you do choose , just sub-consciously . That's part of what I've been trying to convey to zi yan that day but she didn't really get it . [4] Fucking Amaths ! i can't ,i can't , i just can't figure it out Would someone just ask the person who invented Amaths why he's so sadistic ?! [5] No one should have told me that ! i just hated it ! Now i feel so useless ! its all English & maths fault ! I hate it when i can't control my emotions I hate it when I'm not in control of my life, work I hate feeling so helplessness, like going back to basics. I know i shouldn't just sit there & cry & cry But that was the only thing i could summon energy to do Cos i don't know what i want & like anymore If i was wrong to choose all these course , Never thinking hard enough that i might not follow & Maybe in this case , friends were more important than what i like to learn ? I don't know anymore , Even if i do , its no use cos there's no reversing this irreversible decision |