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Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 10:00 PM | 0 comments
many stuff happened today ?!


oh , yesterday too , arghh ~










[1] i didn't know a person could have a sudden change of mood within a minute
i was just reading two blog one aft another , and it was ta-DA super mood change
but oh whatever




[2] Yan ling ? Are you really angry ? don't be lahs . You know we love you right ? Do talk to Elicia kays ? She seem really upset about this .. It 's all that person 's fault hahhs !




[3] I finally realized i was wrong after all . When i wrote that English compo i was thinking that what i was writing was all lies , you don't need to find friends , they just come along . & i realized , no actually you do choose , just sub-consciously . That's part of what I've been trying to convey to zi yan that day but she didn't really get it .



[4] Fucking Amaths ! i can't ,i can't , i just can't figure it out

Would someone just ask the person who invented Amaths why he's so sadistic ?!



[5] No one should have told me that ! i just hated it ! Now i feel so useless ! its all English & maths fault !









I hate it when i can't control my emotions

I hate it when I'm not in control of my life, work

I hate feeling so helplessness, like going back to basics.

I know i shouldn't just sit there & cry & cry

But that was the only thing i could summon

energy to do



Cos i don't know what i want & like anymore

If i was wrong to choose all these course ,

Never thinking hard enough that i might not follow

& Maybe in this case ,

friends were more important than what i like to learn ?


I don't know anymore ,

Even if i do , its no use

cos there's no reversing this irreversible decision






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