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Monday, May 28, 2007 | 9:50 PM | 0 comments I am appalled at how this special day , my birthday can teach me something i never knew... All my life, i only cared for what i thought as "external love", eg.. friends , guys... but i just totally ignored and took for granted what i really had.. love from my family. Just a few days ago, i thought i would have no touble asking pple to going to escape but i was proven wrong. the result was devasting... and then, instead my mum, offer me accomany , money anything i wanted... mann , i felt guilty.I am disgusted at what i put in my center of my life. it should be my familyI was very touched. ashamed,that i actually kinda neglected these people who really walked patiently with me through this 14 years. i was touched, then asking me if i had enough money..... sigh.. why didn't i see this before? i just wish my folks can see this because somehow, i can't really bring it up to them |