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Monday, December 04, 2006 | 8:43 PM | 0 comments hi readers, i am finally back haha how i missed my bloggy . i neglected my blog these few days coz lots has happen and there's so much i wanna tell there world.Been busy with the choir camp.started on 4 dec ends today.we played lots of games and yeah the camp sort of things.i seem to feel to grown up a little more and look beyond surface area of matters.^_^i mean we played lots of games and yeah they were really boring and tiring but i could actually see through the fact that it was boring and realize that this was the ' baby' of the committee hard work. so i guess, i grown up ... so, as i was saying ....so after lunch we went to east coast park (yes, again) but its really beautiful there ok ... i really donno how do i live it beautiful beaches exists . so i sat on a really high place and decided to roast myself a nice tan haha and i thought about a lot of stuff... its really nice to think when there are breeze and wave sounds around you.i recently had been told something. i was told by my brother that i was actually supposed to be aborted. no i am not feeling.. anything close to self pity but i just feel i donno...yesterday at the beach i suddenly felt so unwanted i felt so lonely come to think of it i have no true friends no caring family no love.... why??when i really needed someone , a friend, no one is there for me ... i feel so sad ... yesterday i went to camp alone i felt like a freak yeah i don blame them for being sick but must they do this together..?? i felt alone hanging aroung with the Cheryl gang i felt weired .okay enough of those blues...so back in the camp there were loads of things for us to do and we could not catch up with the secheule so we played water bombs till very late and everyone got really wet and this is really important : i seriously ren jie could see this .yesterday night while we were just hanging around the ava room waiting for god knows wat to come suddenly nicholas approach me.he suggest me play truth and dare with his that lame torch. so anyway since i was quite* sian so i agreed so it was silly me who lose so the conversation went like that: nicholas : haha you lose okay (ask qns) who was ur first boy fren?? me: er..... i don have one (actually i fely a little guilty saying that) nicholas: okay lets continue ... ( bottle spins to his side ) nicholas: oh men okay ask me: okay who or what leave an really inportant impression on you that might have change your life( qim rite) nicholas :i would say... ren jie . coz he tot me a lot of values i almost immediately went aw......so nice isn't it...... okay there's still bunch of stuff i wanna say but i really gotta go now so to be continued.... |
